Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Enough is Enough

OMG! BEEN SO LONG SINCE I BEEN ON HERE. I JUST BEEN REALLY BUSY, BUT I HAD TO TAKE TO TIME TO VENT AND THIS IS MY HAVEN FOR THAT.
I WON'T TELL MY REAL AGE BUT I AM OLD ENOUGH TO REALIZE THAT "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH". I MEAN BOUNCE IS COOL AND I AINT SAYIN THAT I AM QUITTIN 100% BUT I KNOW THAT IT COMES A TIME WHEN U GOTTA LET IT GO. I MEAN WHAT IMMA LOOK LIKE 30 YEARS OLD TALKIN BOUT "WHO RUN THIS BITCH"! NO DISRESPECT TO OTHERS BUT THATS NOT WASSUP TO ME. YES IT PAYS THE BILLS BUT MAN.....WHATS GONNA HAPPEN AFTER? WHEN THE CLUBS BURN, YOU LOOSE YOUR VOICE, NO MO GIGS, NO HIT SONG, AND WHEN BOUNCE FADE? WHATS GONNA HAPPEN AFTER? WHATS NEXT?
NOW DONT GET ME WRONG I GO OUT FROM TIME TO TIME AND WHEN I HAVE TOO BUT I PUT ALL THAT ON THE BACK BURNER AND STARTED TO FOCUS ON ME AND LIFE....WHICH THAT'S ALL THAT MATTER TO ME. I ALSO MADE TIME FOR MY FAMILY AND MY ELITE CIRCLE OF FRIENDS WHO I TALK TO DAILY AND OUR RELATIONSHIPS HAVE GOTTEN BETTER.
SOME JUST CANT UNDERSTAND WHY I MADE A CHANGE.....WELL ITS SIMPLE...I DEPEND ON ME. I CANT DEPEND ON A CLUB TO PAY ME. NEVER DID REALLY.

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